smiles aplenty! (:

Damn, I think I am in dead shit this time! I shouldn't have admit it so fast. That why I say, being honest at times ain't a good thing afterall. tsk tsk. I m worried that I might get him into trouble lah. But well, he behave so naturally. As though nothing have happen. Omg~ I really take my hat off him man.

I'm at a loss of what to do now. Should i just admit it when my d ask, or continue to lie? If I admit, I m afraid that he will be scolded or something. What happens if my m decided to not expose us? Then my d would be angry at m ? Then I will be the source of everything again. If I don't, what if my d managed to find out something that will prove that I m guilty or I accidentally revealed something ? Even if d don't find anything, what if m tells d? Or what if what if....... ugh!

It would be so nice if I could ask m right now, what she intend to do. But I can't, because I don't know how -.- Damn it ! I should have apologize and ask for help just now and not walked away. But you know, 眼泪已经在我眼里打转。That's why I walked away. sigh~

What should I do now? Faster finish up my work and retire for the day ? But then, I still got to face it tmr, day after tmr. How I wish time could turn back, so that I would be able to rewind everything and start all over again. But well, I can't =/

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Okay, I think I will write a letter and admit everything. Of cos, must apologize too.
BUT! d will still talk to me about it and more people will know and they will comment and nag whatever whatever. omg~
What to do ? deny also cannot, admit also cannot. sigh~

I m sorry people, I know you can't understand.
But well, you guys don't have to understand anyway, lol.